| i'm back.. wahaha after what? it's been almost a year.. i guess.. XD hm.. i miss loggin in this crappy blog of mine. so uh.. alot of things happened this year. Cosset had it's ups and downs, and we're currently playing again. wuhoo.. thanks to our new drummer lyle. we <3 you like fcking hell. We had to let Onats go, there's just too much differences on how we want our music to be like and he's priority isn't in Cosset anymore, thank you Jonathan Magbag for the 2 years of memories that you gave us, but it is you who abandoned your friends, not us. Anyway I don't have any reasons why I'm blogging again, maybe because I'm bored. After the not so bad not so good gig last saturday, I've been bored as hell. O_o We are currently looking for gigs.. and new bands to cover (we don't have time to make new songs of our own -_-;) The fucking heat is killing me.. Yes, it is me whining and complaining again. hahaha.. nvm I miss my friends.. all ov 'em haha.. my highschool friends, the people I left at DBTC namely, Dan, Jamart, Vj, Yogi, Bea, April, Hans, Mon, Villy, Duanne, Kara bla bla.. there are really too many to mention, you guys know who you are! wahahaha.. I miss my highschool days.. err the last 2 years of my highschool days. Class 310, Caravario, The Geeks, Fags, Losers, Preppy Kids, and The Assholes. Yes all of them.. I miss the noisy corridors, I miss the swearing, I miss the cafeteria food, I miss the 'WTH ARE YOU SLEEPING MR. LAGDAMEO!!'. I miss the break times when we have to go to our usual place, blue canteen at recess and Amici at lunch time, I miss the days when our barkada meet up beside the football field before the morning rites. I miss the days when we talk about the same shit everyday. Come to think of it.. we always complain about how things are not changing, how every new day that God gave us is the same crap that happened the other day, but when change comes we long for those SSDD moments and how we wish we can go back and cherish those shitty moments, how we wish we can change every fcking mistake that we did. How ironic life is, We long for changes but at the same time despise it. I thought I was done with this crap.. but eventually you'll get hit by the same crap that you both love and hate. I had have enough share of ugly moments of my life, but there will be more shit that will hit my face faster than it should. And I'm going to thank God if that happens. heh. I guess this is what boredom does to you, at best you'll sleep and just waste the day away at worst you're just going to write shitty stuff about shitty things that's going on in your head. I love it. XD Thank God for Alex, if it weren't for her I would've been long lost in this ugly ass of a world. We had our quarrels and fights, tears were shed and words were said, and there will be more in the future. XD. I know she hates me right now, and I cannot blame her. I am not your goody goody boyfriend, I'm her unsweet dumbfuckshit boyfriend who can't make his girl feel any better. Sorry for being like this Alexandra. You made a bad move when you said yes. =/ Thank you for not letting go, and for keeping my head up high while keeping my feet firm in the ground. and like my friend wrote in his shout out once "For my friends, I give my life to you" |
